friendship will last ! :)

all the best to you bro :D

1st year ann : zirca !

drink.drunk.high !

stress .

gone ? not yet .

presurre ? still .

podium was mine yesterday !

joget sorg ! best gler .

gtg readers .

muarhs !

* he's not at home*

story for today ?
hahas .
here the story goes.


were lying down on the bed thinking bout me and "him".
and i text him
"where are you?"
he replied
"im at boat quay."
so i beg my cousin to send me to the clark quay
and i walk to boat quay ALONE just to meet him.
yah..
and then,
thought of suprising him.
but end up with shit happen.
so and then,
i text him when im there.
he meet me at the underpass which link to boat quay.


everything was alright,
till outside the maya which is opposite,
we sat there.
he kept asking me to fuck off.
so what i reply is "you dont like to see my face,why not you fuck off?"
why must me?
so the next thing what he did was
grabbing my phone which he got nothing to do with me anymore,
he read all my msg'es and calling all of them.
what for ?
i got nothing to do with you anymore honey !


the best part is,
HE HITS ME !
punch me?
slap me?
push me?
or whatever?
in PUBLIC my dear.
well,you know what im wearing right?
then why the hell you have to hit me that way?


whatever la!
k continue,
walking while arguing till we stop at the underpass,
and thats the most hurtful you hit me.
which i beg you not to hit me that really rabak.
dont you even have abit of pityness when i beg you and cry that way?
aku pompan _ _ _ _ _ _.
i dont mind you hitting me,
but pls.
its public !!!!!


blablabla..
his FANATIC friends is there and kept asking whywhywhy?
what happen?
potong?
gadoh?
what the fuck ?!!
they give you what?
eat?a place to stay?
whatever lah.
dont care bout his friends also!


well,
the story ends this way,
i cannot tahan ready where he hits me infront of his friends and whatever,
i took the cab and went to _ _ _ _ _ _.
i got nothing with me at all.
my phone is with him till NOW !
and its quite disrespect for someone who dont want to return the owner's phone.
when i reach _ _ _ _ _ _,
i were crying all the way till sampai lah skg !


and yeah,
we went to police station.
which im being forced to make a report.
mummy tak sampai hati.!
but my head hurts,
ears and nose bleeding.
whole body hurts.
fingers dislocated !
and im having VERY HIGH FEVER.
all thanks to who?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !
9am im going to the CGH or SGH for check up and xtray.
cant even move my thumb at all.


back to the police case,
when they ask me what happen blabla shit.
mummy tksampai hati nk bilang.
being forced again and again.
seriously i kept crying while i told them what happen.
really really really sad ! sob2 .
so the police ask me to go for the stopid xtray and everything,
and ask me to go subcourt for further case.
sumpah mummy tak sampai hati.
i love him!
i cannot uh!really2.
i love him eventhough we got nothing to do at all.
i just want my phone back.thats all!
yes my whole body hurts.
but pls people,
i dnt wanna make this case further.
no,i dnt want him to spend his life in prison.
jangan pakse2 mummy.
mummy tknk!
mayb 1 day he will regret of doing this.
but pls,
spending his life in prison wont change him.
let him be.
i wish he came to me and say sorry for hitting me.
thats all.
i dont ask for more.
and i wish all the swollen and dislocated or whatever will cures.
especially my ears,nose and thumb.
the rest i dont care.
gonna start school soon.
so these part of the body is important to me.


and to you:
thanks for the love you gave me.
thanks for the sacrifises you've made.
really2 appreciate it.
i just wanna tell you that,
walaupon slh i ke tdak,
you tk patot nyer pukol i mcm gtu.
saket sia _ _ _ _ _ _ !
kau tk kesian kan aku ke _ _ _ _ _ _ !
walaupon ye ke tidak aku salah,
aku tetap pmpn.
but never mind,
at lease now you are satisfied right?
and the words you've said just now,
beralas cket kk ?
saket kau pukol aku _ _ _ _ _ _ !
dpn org kau buat gtu ?
im sorry for all the shits i've given you.
maafkan mummy k?
mummy mintak maaf bnyk2.
i know its my fault.
but thats not the right way you need to do.
sudah lah,i dnt wanna say anything.
maafkan i k ?
i just need my phone back.
thats all.
hope you understand,cause if you dont even understand at all
then i cannot say anything.
i love you.


to people,im okey!
no worries.
i love him so much.
i just cant be with him.
im a bad girl.
im a bad woman.
he deserve someone better.
to his future gf,
do take good care of him.
he's a nice guy.
seriously!
:)


klah,i got to siap ready for my xtray.
pray for me,nothing happen ok?
take care.
to guys:
dont ever lay your hand to a woman.
eventhough how bad she is,
you have no rights to hit her.
whatever happens,
always think
"if i hit a women,what if someone hits my mother?my sister?daugther?or whoever".
im sure you wont like it.
so once again
,dont ever lay hands to woman!
remember that.


oklah to all my readers.
i got to go!
muarhs!
* miss those time *

just know someone text me and say

that he's going to somewhere with his friend.

i didnt reply cause im still asleep

i woke up around 4 plus 5 ?

then i check my phone again.

there's 1 new msg .

k this is funny .

haha!

the msg says that he's in the hospital(CGH) now.

cause tadi he pengsan at hg mrt.

hahha :D

funny kan .

not funny , but cute .

hahah ! cant stop laughing .

wakakakaka.

bnyk2 bkn accident or what eh .

tp pengsan!

but yeahlah.

now he's at home.

haha!

* dont mension name.later he malu :D *

love you lah sweetheart .

STRESS . TENSION .

result : CONDEMN !

it happened how many days ago.

15 panadols?

half licker absolute,neat!?

now see this!

what happened to me.

thanks cousin for carrying me.

2 more photo's where im lying in the balcony and i vomitted.

but never mind.

shy to upload.
so yeah.

sorry! :)